I don't know if anyone still reads this blog, but I am stepping a toe (my baby toe) out into the infertility blog world again. Slowly and with much trepidation.
You see, infertility is still a big part of my life, but I don't feel as justified talking about it anymore because we have been so blessed with our son through adoption. I am a mom, which was my dream.
I still long in my heart to do what women were designed physically to do. But I can't. Should I blog about that anymore? Is it fruitless?
I struggle to put my bare bones feelings out there for all to see. I think it's because I am incredibly content in mothering my son, in being a wife to my dear husband. Will searching the depths of my heart cause discontent to surface and rule my thinking? I'm not sure I want everyone to read my conflicting emotions.
At any rate...I'm at least thinking about coming back here to chat.